As the date travel to New Zealand draw nearer, my heart is trembling with excitement. It is a one in a life time exploration for not only the nature but also inner self, soul and God.
Sad to say, traveling overseas mean I gonna separate with my family, close friends, and colleague for three months periods.
People might say why I am so pessimistic as the separation is just for short
period of 3 months, but I think vice versa. There is so many possibility and
uncertainty in life that I do not want to miss any chance to say goodbye.
The chance to meet u is like one in a million. I still remember, it
was a Wednesday, I drove all the way to find you after work. The road trip was
not easy as my sense of direction is just hopeless. To make the matter worse,
my phone battery surrender first before I could find your
location. Then, just based on the confusing signboard and abit of gut feeling, I finally reached hospital.
I have decided to meet you after I heard that "someone" like the song. Right then, frankly I still have a glimpse of hope that I could meet and catch up with the "someone". It does not turn out as what i initially planned but surprisingly the fruit of the day is better.
Undoubtedly, the first meeting was abit uneasy and
awkward but meeting you isn't a bad idea at all. I am happy that after the meet up our friendship do grow and blossom.
It is hilarious to rethink of our common topic which is always related to the "somebody". Sometimes i like to see you jealous
of me. But mostly you won at the conversation as you know how to manipulate my emotion which make me angry sometimes. You maybe not humorous, you are neither sensitive, nor persuasive. But you are always around when i needed someone most. You helped me to overcome my depression. Now that I have let go the rocks on my shoulder all partly because of your help. You are always available to kill my boredom, with that, I think you are superior than the one.
Another new year is around the corner. Year in and year out, the times fly. "It is funny how someone who was just a stranger last year, can mean so much to you now. It is terrible someone who meant so much to you last year, can be just a stranger now. It is amazing what a year can do."
After all of what has been said, I just feel that I am a lucky one
by God grace.
